The Difference Between Lazing and "Laxing"
When is it Ok to Not Get Out of Bed?
So I have pretty much barely moved all day and I am feeling like a lazy bum. It forces me to question when is it ok to not get out bed? It's difficult for me to just lounge around without feeling guilty or as if I need to be doing something I can deem productive. I am attempting to convince myself that I'm not being lazy I'm just relaxing and participating in some much needed self-care. The past few days have been very emotional and last night I finally allowed myself to go out and let loose. However a few too many glasses of wine resulted and a loss of inhibition and a huge sweet indulgence- some cheesecake, an apple crisp, and a heavenly chocolate mouse parfait. It all tasted so good in the moment but the regret and guilt set in quickly after- booo! It's not fair that I can't enjoy these delicious sweets without feeling shameful or as if I have done something wrong. Anyways today has been one of those hung over, sugar coma type of days and I'm unfortunately expecting my monthly visitor so I guess ultimately I am entitled to this lazy day. I don't do it very often and I also don't overindulge with food usually so I guess it's alright. Everything in moderation- even a sugar and alcohol overload I suppose. I guess we are all entitled to these little vacations, escapes, breaks from the norm. I am sure I will be appreciative of it tomorrow when my body and mind begin to experience the benefits of a mini-vacation.
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